Thomas, 

When I was a little girl I would always dream about my hero. He was that kind of little girl fantasy that seemed perfect. My hero was strong, loving, beautiful and fairy tale exquisite. But as I grew up, I never dreamed that I would actually find my hero, until I met you.

You are everything I always dreamed about. I am still half waiting to wake up from the most wonderful fantasy I could ever chance upon. You, my love, are living proof that dreams really do come true. Every little detail, every little perfection I ever hoped for, you embody. Even more than that, you are superior to any dream I could ever envision.

But you are not some momentary conjuring of my imagination, you are real. How did I ever get so lucky to have found the actual man of my dreams? I feel as if, in some way, we are connected. Through all of my hopes and dreams, you and I were pulled together for a dreamy fit. As if the heavens looked down upon my dreams while I slept and molded my dreams into a reality, manifesting my musing into you, my love. I can't help but believe that your presence in my life is of a divine nature, you are just too wonderful.

You are the man of my dreams, and I want you to know that I love everything about you. To me, you are my perfect hero and much, much more. I feel as if you are my past and my future. You have always been with me, and I will always be with you. I love you with all of my heart.

Dreaming of You

My eyes absorbed you
And I jumped full force
Into your world
With no remorse

I couldn't help it
The connection was strong
You felt like home
Even though some think it was wrong

It was deep within
Right down to my soul
I can't explain it
You made me feel whole

I wonder how many
Feel love this true
When it came my way
I had to pursue

You are within me
All through my heart
I'll always love you
Together or apart

I long for you
I ache for you
The thirst in my heart hurts
The desire in my belly aches
I long for you
And it burns me inside
Flames of passion engulf me
I long for you
Your heart and soul
Your everything, right here with me
No holding back, no barriers
Is it possible to own someone's heart?
I want to know I possess yours
That it belongs to only me
Mine I have given to you
Its no longer mine
It beats for you

Our first kiss sealed it
It was composed in heaven
I never thought it was possible
That lips touching lips
Could feel like magic
That I could float out of my body
And reach a beautiful sanctuary
Of glorious and passionate bliss
A quiet place where my heart stopped
Then beat again with an intensity
Not earthly possible
My heart throbbed and pulsated
My body shook and tingled hard
With vibrations I thought would numb me
The world faded into obscurity and I stood
Suspended in desires and emotions
That lifted me high and I floated
Lost in that first kiss

I could swear I tasted
you
Everything that you are made of
I could breathe you
I was consumed in the sweet aroma
of you

To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.   To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.   To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.   To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.   I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of love
by falling in love with you.

The raindrops dance on our skin
Rolling down your lips, into my mouth, tasting you...
Your sweet lips taste of the fresh summer rain.
The light from the stars reflecting in your twinkling eyes
Eyes that hold a past of loneliness and regret
But now have happiness shining in them...   I run my hands from your hair to your rain soaked face, radiant face.
I hold your face as we passionately kiss.
I move my hands down your body
Handling you with such passion
Your skin so soft and tender.
You blowing your warm breath on my neck
Making my hair stand on its end.
Ecstasy is setting in, that carefree, emotional feeling
Each raindrop hitting my skin is orgasmic...   The moment is too perfect
As if God opened the gates of heaven to allow us to pass through...
There is no one else around, just the night, and the rain.
There is just us, together...
No cruel world to shun us away
Only two souls intertwined in love...
A love that is young, beautiful, comforting, exciting, and true.
We lose control over our desires
And the two of us become one...

The news I never wanted to hear
The ending I didn't realize was so near
I walked in to see you there
What I saw I could hardly bear
I ran to be there by your side
Your soul was gone, you had died
My heart begans to beat so fast
This moment would be our last
Last time I'd see you and touch your skin
This is the day my sorrow began
The days after went quite fast
As I remembered you in the past
When will all this pain end
When will i start to live again
Its been almost a year
Still everyday i wish you were here
Someone to talk to when I need a friend
I wasn't ready for your life to end
My feelings I hide, so no one can see
I know they wonder whats wrong with me
But what they couldn't see
I was slowly letting you go
Setting you free
In my heart you will always remain
Sometimes the tears I just can't contain
but letting go I am learning to do
Never forgetting always remembering you
I thank you for the memories
Good and bad
The times I was happy
The times I was sad
For you I will always have
an unconditional love
You are my angel looking down from heaven above
I love you so

The writings I enter on this site are just rough draft poetry. Just me on paper. Most all of the poems are about my Tommy, He is the most incredible boyfriend a girl could have. He is truly the love of my life!!! Hope you enjoy reading as much as i enjoy writing about him.